“You smile and it sets me off,
Tongue tied, now it’s hard to talk,
Hard to say what I want to
I look at you and it’s a dream come true I
Can’t believe I found someone like you
Can’t believe that I found you
These nights, have gotten a little less colder
These days, have gotten a little more brighter
You make it hard for me
To stay at mad at you and
I tend to let you off easy
You make it easy for me
To stay in love with you
I tend to be alot happier
When you’re around”
One of the countless half songs i’ve written over the past 3-4 years, this one is from April 2007
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.
— Patrick Bateman (American Psycho)
i’m getting so close to finally completing what i wanted to since 8th grade :]
I’m almost done with having my own full little bedroom studio.
Needless to say it’s a good feeling
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1797930
“I climbed the tree and saw the world.
I saw the reflected sun on the ocean’s face
and the snow topped mountains peaking high in the sky
I climbed the tree and saw the world.
I saw man fight man, and beast kill beast
I saw humanity cry and fall on it’s knees
I climbed the tree and saw the world.
I saw love found the lost, and the lost find love
I saw the heart of man, so cold, so dark
I climbed the tree and saw the world.
I watched as blame was cast upon
the righteous man, and the wicked walked
I climbed the tree and saw the world.
I saw my fate as a mortal man
I saw my fate as a mortal man
I burned the tree that showed me the world.”
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circa 2007
I was a very depressing child. At the same time it’s kind of interesting to see the person I used to be compared to the person I am now.